Real stuff here that I just wanted to share since its somewhat on topic. I hope its okay if I go a bit in detail and share my experience.
I am really depressed since the last two months because of real life stuff and I just figured out its high time I really wanted to feel someone in my arms no matter what. On wednesday this week, I discovered this site by complete accident. Created an account(turned off my adblocker to make things fair), just lurked and browse for the whole of thursday and then discovered a holistic spa that seems be to discreet and also close by.
Come friday today. Sun is hot and I am just incredibly nervous. As in VERY nervous since this is my first time doing this type of stuff. Drank a cold coffee before going to the holistic spa, heart beating and very nervous. Rang the door bell and wait. I just need to wait for like a minute before a cute lady answered, invited me in the most amicable way. Told me to get relaxed and how long. to which I blurted to do an hour. I took a shower, lie down on the bed with nothing on before she closes the door, leaving only the two of us inside.
I never counted the minutes when she massaged my back. I am no expert when it comes to massages since this is the first time I got one for ages, so all I can say is that it felt good. She sat on my back, with me feeling her bare rear and loins while her soft oiled hands runs from my shoulders and back, then down to my bum and legs. After she knew I was relaxed, she told me to turn over... and from there...
She asked with a smile and I nod, perhaps sensing that I am nervous and really do not know what I am doing. HJ at first before she ask if CBJ or BBBJ, to which I answered the raw option. Sadly I've to admit that I am both nervous and have mixed emotions within my system, which perhaps lead to me unable to get fully up. Still she does her best to make me happy and welcome, ending up to a GFE FS, so lots of close embraces for the most part with things ending up with BBS.
I have to admit that I can only blame myself for not getting fully up and thus everything is just shallow waters so to speak. I wish I can hug her so close, having it up while BBS, but it is what it is. I am kind of happy in a way to at last experience what I wanted too and gone to a proper place by browsing and lurking in this forum instead of just going in blind to a rando spa massage and expecting something you know.
We hugged in the end, with her snickering how I am so gentle and called me a 'good boy', spending time just being close before going for a quick shower together. I did tip her properly to which she gave me her phone number and tell me to just call her, an implication I've no idea what to do with, but we'll see.
Yeah. Long ass post. Sorry but yeah, I just wanted to share that browsing in this place and doing your homework will get you results.